Him Or Him?

28th May 2001

Dear Diary,

I guess I made up my mind already. The person I think I could be with would be KC. As for Victor, I think I'll break it to him when the time comes. (If it'll ever!)

One thing that I'm doubting is that if KC really likes me or not? What if it is just to get back at Mindy? What if he feels so depressed over the loss that he wants to prove to her that someone could want him? (;) Which I think if he tries, he may.) Then I'm just second choice. Heh. But I guess the reason that I like him is because of all the things that we have in common.

This guy makes me so happy until at times, I can't even sleep at night. :)

Gee! I can't wait for school to reopen..!!*Hehee* =P he's sooOo tall!!

Hey gotta go! Volleyball training tomorrow.
Piala! Second half.

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29th May 2001

Dear Diary,

Today we lost to SMKTP. Fortunate a neighbouring school lost to us! I spiked again and everybody cheered. Ah....the moment of glory.

KC and Victor were there too.

Later at night, Victor told me he and the rest were like, "Pat Ho!"(Number 8 in cantonese). Oh, KC is still quite friendly to me.

Oh....just now Victor said: "It's an hour and 50 minutes to the end of love declaration day. I hereby declare mine for you. Will you accept it?"

I was like, "Ohmigod...............".. So I just answered, "I really don't know..."

But I don't think think he quite knew what I meant.

So I decided not to waste time. I told KC that I like him! (I can't believe it! What's gotten into me??) So kept asking me what I liked about him lah this that all. After many cases, I now know better to just agree to tolerable rumours. Then I asked him about the Mindy case and my doubtfulness. He told me he was over it!

Oh well, for awhile we didn't have much to say. After awhile, he was back to being hyper. *Phew*

And when he left, he added, "Lurv you."

So, what's your take?!?


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LOL. Only young people have that much of drama going on in their lives. Now when you're older, and you're only with a single person, it has its own dramas.. but they are not as weird as this.