The Sight Of Him Tightened My Stomach And The Other He Who Wants To Go Steady

24/5/2001

Dear Diary,

You know, wait, I don't think I've wrote about it yet.Just a few weeks ago, I saw JT at McDonald's and my stomach tightened, squeezed and what have you! So that very night, I told him about the feeling when i saw him online.

And he was like, "You still love me?"

And then I said, "No! It's just a feeling. I don't love you anymore!" That was the last I said to him.

Just today, his friend KevinC told me that JT said I'm angry at him. *HMPH* Glad he noticed.

And then you know what he said? " GOOD LA, we hate each other la like that." J-E-R-K!!!

Oh, I was telling J.O. about the whole Victor-CK thing. Accidentally sent one of the messages to Victor! Oh god...Luckily I covered up.

Jansen kept insisting that he likes me. All that shit sounds crappy.

Oh and you know whaaaat?? CK ASKED ME!!! And I choked on my water when I read the message. I was like, "What to do? What to do?"....so, to stall time, I asked him if he was serious. He said maybe. Then I was like, "Ask online no fun lor." and I told him, that I'd like to think about it.

So he said okay, he will ask me personally. Aaaaahhhhh~~~~!!!

Hey, somemore I MAY be going out with him on Monday. Yeesh...How? How? How? But I like his body and he's kinda cute and sweet. I think I told Melinda a long time ago that CK would make a good protective boyfriend. Before all this happened. She's so gonna laugh at me now.

Well, gotta go.
Bye.

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if I still have any readers left, this is just to refresh your memory. I was a mere 14 years old then. Read the prologue. God, I've been neglecting this blog for far too long!