Oh The Criterias To Be Considered.

14th November 2000

Dear Diary,

Nooooo...the Holiday is SO boring. I made a trip to PD with daddy's company. That's my FIRST and LAST trip with his company. Definitely. However, there was a cute guy who works for dad's company. So hot. But it's just a temporary weekend crush. Anyway.

Good news. I can already feel JT fading from my heart.

*sigh* Why am I feeling so differently about Joel? That can never and will never happen right?! Wrong.

*moans* I think I'm falling deep! Help! But looking on the bright side, it will calm my 'stormy emotions' for JT.

Why do I feel so...much...unsastifaction when Joel told me that SC called him on Sunday to walk her to school for volleyball?! Yarghhhh!!

Let's see.

The good things about Joel:
1) He's so damn muscular.
2) We're comfortable with each other.
3) He's flirt worthy.
4) He flirts back too.
5)*reluctantly* He's cute...

The bad things about him:
1) He's like half an inch shorter than me.
2) He likes SC.
3) If I go after him I'll ruin friendships with Jane, his ex girlfriend who still likes him alot.
4) He likes licking his lips when he's insulted.(I think it's kinda cute and amusing)
5)He's not really THAT cute you know..

Ah! What's become of me?

**

Mind you, Joel was a 16 year old boy. My idea of muscular was probably some toning in the arms and that's about it. lol. There was once when I saw Joel play volleyball in the rain so I suppose that must've been the reason .. body drenched with rain water mingled with sweat. Mmmm..

When I was in school, I had this unhealthy obsession of guys without their shirts on. No matter how they looked, I always found it a turn on. Strange.