Oh Look Who's Flirting

23 September 2000

Dear Diary,

Today was Evelyn's birthday part and frankly, she should've done something much more exciting. It was more like a place to talk and hehehehe...flirt.

Of course, as predicted, CH was there. Then he came up to talk to me and asked me about the guy list(which I later gave tohim when I went online). The guy list is a list of qualities in men that I find intriguing. I wonder what he wants it for?

He was like very talkative at first and then he asked me if I have, seriously, a boyfriend. So I was like, "Seriously, no." And then conversation resumed and all.

Then after that I invited him to sit next to me inside Evelyn's house. So he saw beside me, you know, did not even TALK about anything at all. What's his problem?

Well, like I told BS, he's cute but not really a bundle of words. =(

An yway, boy did I had fun with BS. He leaned on my knees(knowing him). So I surprised him by giving him a massage. Then I lay down on the futon and made him sit down too. Yeah true, we're friends. But wait till we get to this part.

He started massaging MY shoulders. And then he played with my hair and said, "You don't have split ends eh?"

Wahhhh....my nerves were alert when he massaged my neck.

Anyway, Mummy came to fetch me, BS and PS home.

Then I went home and then so on..bla..bla...as usual..went online. Then chatted with JT and started it with a few lengthy conversations. He found this poem on this girl from school's website. The poem was called "I Still Love You" which was written and submitted in to that website by me. He asked me if it was for him and I told him it was, in a way. I bombed him with most of the poems I wrote for him over the months. He was like, "Don't make me feel guilty...ARGH!!"

Muahahahhaha.

Anyway, when we were chatting, he quoted a line from the poem that I sent to him through the Leo service. "....ended the half drawn line."

He still keeps it. He said, "Good."

Oh, and he was mesmerized by my English.

Well, I suppose I could put part of this old fault on myself. I did not, you know, showed girlfriend potential. Made him waited. But he also made me wait what right?

You see, it's both ways!! I mean after hearing what he had to say......SHEESH.

Anyway, I'll sleep now. Goodnight.

**

Yeap.. those were the days when I dipped my toes and tested the waters and see how much of a flirt I was. I know I made it sound like I would grow up to be some ho.. but ah. I grew up to be a PRETEND hamsap por. I crack dirty jokes and throw sexual innuendos around to make my friends laugh. I did not become a girl who seduces guys just for fun.(like I have the assets to. wahaha).

Jt Jt jt.. so many poems about him. I still have a book somewhere. Should I post it here one of these days?:P