The Boy I Love(d) Becomes A Colleague

4th November 2000

Dear Diary,

Today was the first Interact meeting in like sooo many months. You see right, for me group, I'm the secretary. Minah's the Assistant Organising Chairperson(AOC) for her group. Is that unfair OR is that unfair? I should see it in a different way... probably because my group has too many potential members...heehee.

Oh!! This other group is combining with mine. I'm so happy! Guess why? JT's the Organising Chairperson(OC) for that group. What project we're doing this year, you ask?

VALENTINE'S DAY PROJECT!!

Last year or before the middle of this year, I might've went down on my knees kissing the floor like muah-muah....but now I am like, "hEy! is thIS for reAl? Is He reaLly the AOC for the project? THE Valentine's day project? Am I ReaLly the SecrEtaRy FoR iT???" *Sigh*

*I don't know whether to laugh or cry...*

But do you know what THIS means????
I'M SEEING JT OFTEN!!!

Oh, lately I've been hanging out at BS's house alot to work for the environmental project exhibition. Sorry lah...but I think I'm seriously flirting with Joel.

Now this is bad. This is WAY bad.

Thatdiarygirl's quote: "Friends. Easiest way to lose them is through a relationship."

We went to collect sand and moss together (to build the paper mache mountain) in the playground. So, for fun, we came back and told the rest that we "locked lips" and did "It". So the news got kind of bigger....you know lah.

Plus, I enjoyed talking to him, being around him....

Now, this CAN'T be true.

"I have a feeling....no, I pray that it will go off..." SO SHY LAAAA.

p/s: Why do I keep getting secretary posts?? *MOANS*
p/ss: Sigh...finally can handle Valentine's Day project. And JT will be working with me!! Muahahahhaa.
p/sss: If I ever forget how Joel looks like, that's a bad, bad sign.

Tata 4 now!

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Don't know what kind of bodoh theory is that..not like I've ever gotten into a relationship at that age... so clever come up with all kinds of theories. *rolls eyes*
The Valentine's Day project was like THE project of the year. Very very fun.
And yes...I was developing a crush on Joel. My then Interact Club President. ;\